Thursday, April 30, 2009

It Continues


This seems like Bull



Beware of Boys. And it has many names like horny, skeezy, etc.



The caption underneath the picture says "Is that the guy?"
Many people ask who did this to me but I don't know how to answer. It was some one I had met a year before this happened and I didn't know the person well. I don't want to mention a name or anything else and it's always made me really uncomfortable to answer that question. I usually want to shoot back "Why do you want to know?"

These two are about depression.

Friday, April 10, 2009

More of the Journal









Venus

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The Beginning of the Journal

Closer to the middle of the page, it reads: Running off to write.
Near the picture on the bottom, to the right, it reads: Photography


This journal has helped me so much in realizing the things that I needed to work on in regard to the trauma I experienced as I was growing up too fast.
Some of the pictures are blurry. Sorry, my camera was not that great that day.

I have copied pages right out of the journal to set up for some art exhibits so they're not as blurry. I'll keep people updated on when the art will be displayed. :)


Under "A real pain," it reads: Good for nothing.
Under the picture with the actors, it says, "We're all acting."

In the upper corner, it reads: Me before the Trauma.
Next to the picture of the mouth, it reads: "I'll fit into your mouth." Sorry, it's too triggering and uncomfortable to share the importance of this statement.

The corner reads: Me during the trauma. This also represents dissociation.

In the corner, under the word "monsters," it reads: Him, during the assault

Venus